Room 140 is the room I stayed in a crises care facility. While I stayed I told myself something will come out of this. Then again not. This was such an experience it was part of dismal expectation. I watched the other patients other side of the window. They were miles away. They had a particular music to them. And I am gasping for air. People are walking around the building. No reason. Then I will be glued to the TV. I do not understand the plot. Some are old movies, some are sitcoms. Some are crime show. Then my mind tells me orders. I must move on to the next hall. The staff moves around too. And I realize I have no notion of the time. In fact I have no idea where the building is located. I tell myself I should not drink lemonade. No lemonade, no lemonade, no lemonade...and I get a cup and drink some lemonade. While English writers (include poets) strive to write more. Philosophers like to strive to end writings. Both are continually incomplete. In a sense “wabisabi” (the art of imperfection) applies. A person living is complete as where he stands. American travelers are taking strives. So is the mentally ill.

I was born in Champaign Illinois. Grew up in Japan. Went to high school in Texas and in Virginia. Dropped out of MIT and dropped out New College. Receive a math degree from GMU and philosophy degree from APUS (while working at SAFEWAY). run a philosophy group. Involved in art and music. And mental health advocacy activities. Summery Heaven, Hell and Mental Illness. My writings are mostly intellect poems. From the secluded crisis care, to musing of nuclear war, off beat prayers, philosophical blurb posts, the monolithic art curators, religious science fiction,...perhaps in many ways hard to communicate, can’t even admit. How to create in a book. And I have followed: Dostoyevsky, HEGEL, John Cage, closing of the american mind, Plato, Parmenides, Kierkegaard, Donald Davidson, Kurt Godel, Chinese philosophy, etc...I am a dedicated Facebook writer and booklet maker. This is my 3rd book. after Language L3000, The Good and the Sick.