
Top Lessons from A Past That Lies Before Me
- The human spirit can rediscover faith even in confinement.
- Life is not always fair, but we are limited in rectifying that unfairness.
- Empathy for others is a powerful way to find healing and redemption.
- Transformation can come from the most unexpected people and places.
- Hope is not found in circumstance but in perspective.
- You can survive great loss.
A Past That Lies Before Me invites readers to step into the shoes of Steve Clark, Ph.D., a man who had everything—a brilliant academic career, a nice home, a lovely fiancé, respect, and influence—until one mistake sent him into the depths of the U.S. criminal justice system. What he discovered there wasn’t just suffering and loss—it also was humanity, resilience, and even grace.
Playlist for Reflection and Redemption
- “Amazing Grace” – Aretha Franklin
- “Hallelujah” – Jeff Buckley
- “Fix You” – Coldplay
- “Bridge Over Troubled Water” – Simon & Garfunkel
- “Rise Up” – Andra Day
- “The Sound of Silence” – Disturbed
- “Let It Be” – The Beatles
- “Man in the Mirror” – Michael Jackson
- “Broken Halos” – Chris Stapleton
- “You’ve Got a Friend” – James Taylor
These songs mirror the emotional journey found within Clark’s memoir—songs of regret, renewal, and rediscovery that complement his story of transformation and grace.
Character Introduction: Lonesome George
One of the most memorable figures in A Past That Lies Before Me is Lonesome George, an unlikely spiritual guide within the walls of the county jail. At first, he’s seen as a loner—an outcast even among outcasts—but to Clark, he unexpectedly becomes a beacon of compassion. George’s simple request and unexpected empathy mark one of the most transformative moments in Clark’s story, reminding readers that redemption often comes from unexpected people.
Steve Clark’s Book Club Picks
- Man’s Search for Meaning by Viktor E. Frankl
- The Sun Does Shine by Anthony Ray Hinton
- The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls
- Just Mercy by Bryan Stevenson
- When Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi
If you like any of these titles A Past That Lies Before Me is the book for you, expanding on the themes of redemption, resilience, and the human capacity for hope.
Bookish Fun Facts
Steve Clark wrote much of the manuscript while processing the trauma of his experience, often late at night in front of a computer.
The title A Past That Lies Before Me is inspired by Oscar Wilde’s letter De Profundis, written from prison—a literary echo that frames Clark’s own reflection on identity and consequence.
Despite its heavy subject matter, many readers find humor and lightness in Clark’s storytelling, a testament to his academic wit and humanity.
Several real-life inmates who inspired characters in the book later reconnected with Clark after publication, sharing their gratitude for being seen and understood.
Clark continues to meet weekly with a group of men who rallied around him through his darkest times—proof that the relationships forged in hardship can last a lifetime.
Closing Reflection
With emotional honesty and intellectual depth, A Past That Lies Before Me transforms personal failure and great loss into something positive and great personal insight into his own life. It is both a confession and a call to compassion for readers—an invitation to see redemption as a shared human journey. For readers who admire the vulnerability of The Sun Does Shine and the introspection of When Breath Becomes Air, this memoir is not to be missed.


