13 Moons over Vietnam, 7th Moon ~ Heartache
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Retail Price: $19.95
Paperback
Retail Price: $19.95
The cauldron of war swirls ominously with feelings of lovesickness, numbness, outbursts of anger, fearful anxiety, reckless behavior, violent rages, and self-loathing. When contradictory emotions collide, it’s no surprise that a person, at that exact moment, imagines they are going crazy. And when these conditions continually alternate between light and darkness, that person senses their life is entirely out of control. Life seems to be descending into a death spiral for the individual battling to remain stable during such fluctuating circumstances. Ben Thieu Long (pseudonym) faced numerous temptations and ethical dilemmas, and his responses undermined his confidence that he genuinely was committed to his values. Ben was unprepared for the stark reality that morally devout individuals could falter when enticed by temptations. As a result, his responses had profound effects, both in the moment and for his entire life. Thirteen Moons over Vietnam is a thirteen-volume series describing a military policeman's moral and emotional struggles while serving in the Vietnam War. Although this is one soldier's story, 13 Moons illustrates a pattern countless veterans face across generations after encountering the ethical ambiguities in war.
Randy asked, “How’s it going?” “R & R’s in two weeks. I try to write home – when I’m in the right mood.” “Why wouldn’t you write every day?” "Writing agitates my emotions, and thinking about being lonely is depressing. I distract myself by focusing on duty. I'm better off ignoring my feelings," Ben explained. "How can that work?" "It’s tough! I try to shut away my emotions, but sometimes they explode in my face.” “How do you deal with that?” “It's a struggle every day. I can't control my emotions unless I put a tourniquet on them. But, it's better to feel nothing than to drown in loneliness." “That’s depressing,” Randy declared. "Depression is a price either way. I have to pick my poison, and I prefer living a sterile life than suffering chronic heartache." "That's a downer." "Hell, life can change. Vietnam has already changed me; I'm not the same guy Sue married a year ago. Who planned for that?”
Paperback
Format: 6 x 9 Black & White Paperback, 185 pages
Publisher: Outskirts Press (Apr 22, 2022)
ISBN10: 1977251781
ISBN13: 9781977251787
Genre: FICTION / War & Military