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When a cache of seven notebooks is found at a remote site in the northwest high desert by a geology student, its anonymous author is finally discovered to be an autistic genius who disappeared many years earlier. The student’s mentor, upon retirement, seeks the source of the find and puts together this book.

The notebooks are the diary of the last member of a family whose handed-down wealth allows him to circle the country for 18 years, living on trains, in stations, and camping in the surrounding wilds. Prior to this, the diarist lives in his family’s mansion, cloistered in the in-house library, and his publications in science journals earn him an invitation to join a university. Then things fall apart. His father commits suicide, his mother is likely murdered, and at her funeral our subject is whisked away by a random female mourner we never get to know. That’s where this diary—his journey—begins.

The Man I Never Was asks: What defines identity – places, persons, events? And can its roots and causes be identified, found through exploration?