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Lord, what am I supposed to do now?

It began quietly Friday, November 6, 2009 a sudden death was no longer a dream. I ran to the basement to awake my husband of almost twenty- three years. A long jog down twenty stairs, a brief moment in time that forever changed my life, knowing that I was never going to see him again startled me and the world I lived in. My faith tested as a woman of God ministering to help homeless women and children. Helping them understand their perspective of life losses and the healing process. I have ministered hope of victory to transform lives. This manual you hold in your hand will inspire and bring hope to the questions, “why and what” that are festering in your brain. These Instructions and Prayers will help the readers answer and solve problems quickly so, that they can get back to their lives. From the beginning to the end of chapters you will hear a sound and feel the power of God’s preparation for things to come. Death will change the rhythm in your heart, soul and mind. I would like for you to focus on the similarities of your experience and common journey from a widows perspective.