TINY

One Woman's True Life Story of Survival and Selfless Love

by Kimi

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TINY

One Woman's True Life Story of Survival and Selfless Love

by Kimi

Published Oct 28, 2015
259 Pages
6 x 9 Black & White Paperback
Genre: BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Personal Memoirs


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Book Details

When a Perfect Dream World Is a Nightmare

By all appearances, Kimi’s family was the perfect role model: two hard-working parents and two well-mannered children, at church every Sunday, pillars of the community. When Kimi got married, everyone wanted their marriage to be like hers. Kimi and Kevin were so great together—so attractive, so responsible, such a “Ken and Barbie” couple. But people saw only the surface of Kimi’s life. The truth was very different—a life of loneliness, fighting, screaming, and fear behind closed doors. Unwanted at birth, adopted at the age of three and a half, Kimi had already overcome abandonment and pain before she married the man of her dreams, who turned out to be a severe Bipolar. As Kevin’s illness worsened, he fell into uncontrollable fits of rage, which were directed at Kimi. Trapped in an impossible situation, terrified that her husband would seriously injure or kill her, Kimi learns that she has one resource left: the gift of faith. This is the story of Kimi’s survival against all odds, as the power of God delivered her with miracles and angels, and made possible her escape.

 

Book Excerpt

Our first week at home as husband & wife was going perfectly. It was Friday evening and we were planning to visit Kevin's family and drop-off some souveniers from Hawaii, before going to our favorite restaurant, for a couple gourmet burgers. It was a wonderful visit with his family, but time passed quickly and we told them we needed to be going. As we headed toward the door to leave, Kevin stopped and told a joke he heard at work. I thought the joke was more vulgar than funny, so I gave a brief smile when he finished, and we left for dinner. We were seated at a table for two, and our server arrived quickly to take our orders. After the server left our table, Kevin looked at me and said, "I'll be right back." I said, "okay" as he swiftly pushed his chair in and walked out of the restaurant into the mall area. I wondered if he was looking for a rose or something sweet to bring back to me. I waited and waited. The server said he would hold our food until Kevin returned. Almost 20 minutes passed when I finally saw Kevin walking towards our table. He had a serious look on his face, and I didn't see anything in his hands. He was barely seated when he glared at me and, in a hateful tone, said, "If you loved me, you would have asked where I was going!" I just looked at him for a moment, wondering what he was talking about. He started getting louder and more hateful as he continued to complain. "You didn't ask where I was going and you didn't even laugh at my joke!" When I asked what he was talking about, he loudly exclaimed, "The joke at my parents house! The joke that perfect little Kimi didn't think was funny!" As the server approached our table, he simply turned around and headed back to the kitchen with our food. People were starting to stare; Kevin was getting louder and more furious by the moment. I couldn't stop the tears, as they streamed down my face. The man I loved was talking to me as if he hated me. We left the restaurant without eating, and I was wishing we hadn't driven Kevin's car. He sped out of the parking lot and took off onto back roads that I was unfamiliar with. He continued to scream at me and tell me that he couldn't be perfect. I had no idea what was wrong with him. As he hit speeds of 90 miles an hour, I tried to brace myself; the car was barely making some of the curves. I begged him to stop, but he just kept yelling that he was an embarrassment and couldn't do anything right. He continued to complain that I hadn't laughed at his joke. "Please!" I cried, "Please just tell it again and I'll laugh this time!" He said it was too late. He was not the man I married. I was still trying to forget what he had done to me on our honeymoon, and now this. Finally, he turned onto a road I recognized and I knew he was headed home. The car flew up the driveway, with brakes screeching as he stopped in front of the porch. The car had barely stopped when he raced to my side of the car, grabbed my arm, and yanked me out. I didn't know what he was going to do to me, and no one could hear me if I screamed. He released his grip on my arm long enough to unlock the front door. As he dropped the keys back into his pocket, his hand slammmed into my back, knocking me through the doorway and onto the floor. I looked ahead at the doors leading to my bedroom and took off, trying to get away from him. My faith was all I had at that point. I dropped to my knees in prayer, begging Jesus to help keep me safe. As I knelt beside the tub, Kevin entered the room, slamming the doors shut behind him, and started walking towards me. It was as if I was in the middle of a horror movie. He hovered over top of me, almost snorting as he breathed. His head looked contorted as he bent over me; slimy, stringy saliva connected his top and bottom teeth. I continued to pray as I heard a demonic-sounding voice coming out of him. His eyes were dark and cold as he screamed, "This Is It! This is what you married! Do you think your GOD can help you now?" Immediately, I rose to my feet and got right in his face; I yelled back at him, "My GOD can help me Now or Anytime HE chooses!" I barely had the words out of my mouth when the metal blinds on the bedroom doors began to shake, and both double doors flew open. "See! He's here!" I shouted. "He's here now! So you better back down, Satan!" A huge breeze blew through the room; Kevin suddenly covered his face with his hands and fell to the floor yelling, "No! No!"….

 

About the Author

Kimi

Jamie (Kimi) currently resides in Florida, near the beautiful Atlantic Ocean, with her daughter. Her mission is to help people who are going through difficult circumstances similar to those she has experienced. In addition to writing, Jamie is active as a speaker at churches and women’s conferences on the subjects discussed in her book.