Involuntary Love of a Dysfunctional Soul

No Matter How Hard I Try to Let Go, I Can't

by Quan Hodges

Involuntary Love of a Dysfunctional Soul
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Involuntary Love of a Dysfunctional Soul

No Matter How Hard I Try to Let Go, I Can't

by Quan Hodges

Published Aug 25, 2011
184 Pages
Genre: FICTION / Romance / Suspense



 

Book Details

A riveting story about the power of faith, love and addiction!

The cocaine-laced blunts make it all bearable: their foul smells, filthy hands, and groping eyes. Chauncey was supposed to be my way out of this life, but I’m not sure if I arrested his development or he is the cause of my demise. All I know is the drugs help us escape our failures. How could this happen to someone as beautiful as me? I was supposed to be a star, but now I’m nothing more than a sexual object. The X pills make it all bearable. The cocaine-laced blunts make my failures more bearable. I was a first- round draft choice and a few years later I’ve blown millions of dollars and my football career is over. All I have is Apple and a few hundred thousand dollars left and a few schemes to put us back on top before it’s too late, but there are lots of people who want Apple and me dead. How can I rescue her when I can’t even rescue myself? We’re so high all the time that I’m not even sure if we would notice if we died. The sad part is that I don’t know if I’m an addict because I ruined my career or if I ruined my career because I’m an addict. The brown liquor makes it all bearable.

 

About the Author

Quan Hodges

Quan grew up in Ohio and now makes his home in Atlanta, Ga. He graduated from Georgia State University in 2000. After graduation, he began a career in modeling. He created a niche for himself and was positioned in various print ads locally and nationally. Without any prior experience in acting or formal training, Quan was cast as Dr. Wallace in Madea's Big Happy Family and toured from January 2010 until May 2010 with Tyler Perry. He is also a talented songwriter and author of "Involuntary Love of a Dysfunctional Soul”.

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