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5.5 x 8.5 Paperback cream |
ISBN: 9781432711436 |
$11.95 |
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RELIGION / Messianic Judaism |
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Dec 29, 2008 |
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47 |
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This is my story on how I overcame sexual addiction through surgical castration. In my account of events I cover my childhood background, and the events that led me into my addiction. I describe the tremendous amount of time and resources I put into counseling and self-help programs to no avail. I discuss my struggle in choosing alternative options, such as guillotines and chastity suits, and describe the excruciating decisions I had to make, including the decision of never having children, and the difficulty I had in finding a doctor who would perform the surgery. This story is a compelling account of how I overcame sexual addiction through surgical castration and of why I know it is the only solution that can provide a permanent and effective cure for many men out there who are struggling with their own sexual bondage, so that their hope for a normal and healthy life may be restored. It is a must-read for anyone struggling with a sexual addiction or who knows someone who is.
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The lure of public sex activities with my peers, came from getting away with something and from the mutual excitement shared with my peers. It all appeared like harmless fun at the time, with an undercurrent of adolescent rebellion against authority.
But as I got older, it became less of a joke. I came to the point where I wanted to stop my behavior as many of my peers had done as they grew older and matured, but what had earlier been childish fun now revealed the ugly face of addiction.
Exhibitionism wasn’t something I did for thrills anymore, it was something I was compelled to do, just like others may be compelled to overeat, overwork, drink, smoke, engage in pornography, or eat chocolate. This was my addiction. I hated it with every fiber of my being, and I desperately wanted to change.
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About Shad Meshach
Shad is a 44 year old man who has overcome a life sexual addiction against all odds. Told by numerous professionals that he would never be able to overcome his addiction, but only to control it at best, Shad is now a living testimony that not only can sexual addiction be controlled, it can be cured, and involuntary sexual desire completely and utterly removed from the mind, and the life, of the addict. He now resides happily in Oregon with his wife and two daughters.
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